It's what i feel

What i felt.. 

Taeyang-Wedding dress

*translation*

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over

Guess this is really over now

There’s something I gotta say before I let you go

Listen

When you have a fight with him

Sometimes you cry

And feel sad and blue

I become hopeful

My heart aches secretly

Then just a hint of your smile

Can make feel fine again

To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you

Coz then we would drift apart

I hold my breath, bite my lips

Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand

Coz you should be my lady

I’ve been waiting for you for so long

Please look at me now

When the music starts

You will vow to spend

The rest of your life with him

How I prayed every night

This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing

It’s not me (next to you)

Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you

And I hated you so

Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry

When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here

I’ve felt so restless every night

Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen

I close my eyes and dream an endless dream

Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you

Coz you should be my lady

I’ve been waiting for you for so long

Look at me now

When the music starts

You will vow to spend

The rest of your life with him

How I prayed every night

This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing

It’s not me (next to you)

Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him

So that I can forget you

Please forget how miserable I looked

It’s going to be unbearably hard for me

For a long while to come

Jung yong hwa-I'm a fool

*translation*

Maybe this is because I am a fool..

It is okay even when I get hurt..

Even when otherssay that is useless love..

It doesn’t matter because I wanted to..

I was nice to you because I wanted to..

I was happy for just tat if you smiled just once..

I’m happy just with your smile..

Until the day when her love will come..

I will just stay next to her like this..

Since it is a happy love for me just giving..

I don’t want anything else from her..

I’ll be there whenever you reach out..

I’ll be there whenever you call out..

Without a change I’ll be there..

Because I love you...

Because it was the love you choose..

Even the pain was happiness..

If you look back at least once..

Im happy just for that..

Until the day you meet..

The person to protect you instead of me..

For a while I will stay next to you..

Because it is a happy love just looking at you..

I don’t need anything else..

So that you can rest anytime..

I will remain the same for you..

Even if you leave me without goodbye..

I’ll send you thankfully..

Because I am a fool..

The Trax-Let you go! *coldheartedWOMAN* Ups~ *MAN*

*Translation*

Within the whitely faded picture,

Atop the bookshelf of memory,

We were just faintly exchanging helloes

Comeback, but to the end I still couldn’t say it

And as the time flies by

The memory fades away

Many seasons passed

And as we meet face to face

I still couldn’t say it

The coldhearted man is crying

At our parting, even she’s crying

All that’s left are cuts

From the faded memory-window fragments

The pure blue sky

The rigid lips cry

As I shout how much I miss you

The string of fate tangled at lingering feelings

Remains tangled

Then it buries itself once again

The suffering heart couldn’t hold back any longer

And it’s chasing after your distant figure

The coldhearted man is crying

At our parting, even she’s crying

All that’s left are cuts

From the faded memory-window fragments

Oh Stay~ stay again (oh stay~ stay again)

The coldhearted man is crying

At our parting, even she’s crying

The time within tears cut apart

From the faded memory-window fragments

I’ll tie them together once again

To tie, to tie

You wouldn’t know, the tears of broken boy

The tired sighs circling around you, so you can’t stand it

I will send our tangled memories

That has been tightening around the throat venomously, to the saddened sky

P.S: "Man" nya di ganti "Woman" ya kawan *becausethisiswhatifeel*.. 

Nae diary ... (9)

Hoam~
Annyong~ X3
Waa!! Lama gabuka blog._.
Wkwkw


Waa enak'a ngapain nih??
Hmm..
Gatau deh~
Lah?
Ahgila nih. .
Emang!
Wkwk
Woy!
Ape?
Bubar bubar~
#gaje #ngenes #stress


Hadeeh~
Aaa!!!
Bentar lagi valentine yah?
Waaa!
Pada mo ngasi apa nih hayoo¬_¬
Wkwkw


Kata'a sih, valentine itu dri ce ngasi ke co. .
Bru d bales pas white day. . 
Tapi yah gapapa sih bgi co yg mo ngasi buat ce'a tersayang._.


         Gue sebutin aja deh ya yg mnurut gue sbagai ce, kado yg pntes buat valentine dri cowo. . 


      --> Boneka

Cewe pasti senenglah kalo di kasi boneka ama co'a. . Soal'a bisa dipeluk" and bisa nginget co'a. . Palagi pas kejadian ngasi'a. . Gaharus bagus ato perfect.. Tpi juga ada arti'a. . Kyk boneka diatas.. "Kelinci Babi".. Boneka yg ada di Film drama korea 'He's beautiful' .. Si Tae kyung ngasi Minam boneka ini soal'a Kelinci babi itu nama panggilan sayang'a buat Minam. . Aneh yak? Tpi co cwiitX3 

    --> Coklat

Wah kalo ini sih.. Hmm nyummy abis deh~ Wkwkw. . Enak bgt lah~ Smua cewe pasti suka. . Wkwkw ya gak?

     --> Di nyanyiin lagu

Nah kalo ini menurut gue spesial banget~ Gapeduli sejelek apa suara'a, tpi kalo udah cowok nyanyiin lagu buat cewek pasti nge fly abis deh~ Apalagi lagu Just the way you are'a Bruno mars.. Beuh~ Walopun mungkin suara'a gabagus, tpi ada usaha. . Waa~ Mau dahX3 

Dll sesuai hati cowo masing" dah~ .. 

Biasa'a cewek gapeduli seberapa besar nilai barang'a yg penting ada usaha. . 

Wkwkw, ya gak?

Okedeh!
Saya off dlu yaw!

Annyong~ X3

Song lyrics .. (5)

Infinite-Before the dawn


*Translation*

Because I listen to my heart beat one by one

Because I listen to my heart

Heart heart to to my heart heart 

If I can't get you no matter how hard I try

You aren't the one, i feel like a beggar

I-I, can't let you go like this, its suffocating

And I don't know what to do

Why Why ... Why Why ... Why Why ... 

Before the dawn... Before the dawn... 

My heart isn't obsessed

Before the dawn... Before the dawn... 

I want to capture you no matter what

Those two lips that whispered love

Those two eyes that close at the right chance

The sides fly to me heart,

I'll be there by you side (huh) 

I became used to only looking at you

Lingering around you, I feel like a beggar

I want to let go of everything now, and thats suffocating

And I don't know what to do

Why Why ... Why Why ... Why Why

Before the dawn... Before the dawn... 

My heart isn't obsessed

Before the dawn... Before the dawn... 

I want to capture you no matter what

Without knowing, I step on your shadow

I'm probably gradually getting crazier

(Because I listen to my heart beat one by one) 

To my eyes that sees everything to be dark,

You're the only one that shines brightly

(Because I listen to my heart heart heart) 

Before the dawn (ye ye ye) 

Before the dawn (ye ye ye) 

I'll stop you before its too late

Before the dawn (ye ye ye) 

Before the dawn (ye ye ye) 

I want to have you in the end no matter what

(Before the dawn) 

Close your eye and close your mind,

Your road thats covered with veils

I want to protect you from a future

That seems to be captured in secrets

Because its, you must love me

(Before the dawn) 

I'll hold on tightly so you can't leave

I'll grab onto you so I won't have to cry

No matter how many times you throw me away,

Or how much you prevent it, I'm never going to let you go

Curcol ... (1)

Annyong annyong annyong!!! *gila*
Wakakak! Ngapain ni enak'a?
Hoah~ Mo ngasi apayah?
Lirik lagu? Blom ada yg "pas" lagi.. 
Cerita? Crita apa gue?-_-" 


  Eh, eh, tau gak? Sbner'a gue enpi ama kawan" yang udah jadian (lagi).. 
Gue punya 7 sahabat and diantara mereka tuh cuma gue yang gapunya cowok.. *emangngenes* 
  Wakakak! Biar deh~ Jomblo dlu *tapigakmau* lah? Ah gila sendiri dah gue-_-" 


Mo curcol apa ni? -_-"
Woy! Ah sepi nih *krik* *krik*


Hmm.. 
Woy! Ah *krik* *krik* bneran deh~


Yaudah deh gue mo cerita ttg First love gue, okeoke?~


Nah gini.. 
Jadi waktu gue kecil itu gue punya sobat dekeeeeeeeet bgt nama'a Iqbal.. 
Gue suka manggil dia "Mas Ibang" and dia manggil gue "Mbak ija" *udahkayakpembokat* -_-"
*lanjut*
Walopun beda setaun, tapi play group kita bareng and kalo kemana-mana pasti bareng._.
Gue inget bgt wktu itu dia ke warung PS (dulu kan masi jamannya ps)..
Nah gue nyamar jadi cwo gitu biar bisa ikut kabur.. 
Nah begonya gue lupa copot anting emas gue-_-"
Akhir'a ketauan and gue dimarahin nyokap and dia juga d marahin. . (wkwkw)\


Sekarang gue udah pindah~ 
Udah gapernah ketemu lagi.. 
Gimana yah nasib'a sekarang?
Yowo sumpa kangen._. 
Ah galau..


Yasudahdeh ~
Karena galau, cukup ampe disini aja-_-"
Annyong~ X3